Even Sober Months Disappear

I'm sure that humans invented language in part so that they could better complain about time going fast. So here's the obvious: somehow, it feels like, at least when looking back, every couple of seconds, a day passes. Habits are something my brain likes. When I was using drugs, this also quickly became a habit. While it was, time evaporated, and I spent much of it on useless dopamine machines. In hopes of slowing down time, in part by spending it better, I decided to get sober. And now, even sober, spending my time better, months are disappearing.